There is something I need to clarify. The other day when I posted this I think I hurt someone who means more to me than she could ever know. When I stated that I never knew what a real family was, I did not mean it the way it came across. What I meant was that my mother was really a single mom (even though she was married). I never got to see what a real marriage was supposed to look like or how a family with a Mama and a Daddy was supposed to feel.
My mother did a wonderful job being a mom and she continues to do that to this day. I could not ask for a better mother; I would not ask for a better mother. I admire my Mama so much for the strength and courage she displayed during my childhood. She was always there for me, and she always made sure I had everything I needed. Now granted, I did not have everything I wanted, but no child should.
I never meant to imply that my Mama was not there for me, or that she was not a good mother. My mom was a great role model and I still look up to her to this day. She is the most important woman in my life and she always will be. There will never be anyone that could replace her. Yes, I did love my other Mama (Betty Sue), but she did not replace my Mama or take her place in my heart. Yes, I called her Mama and I do consider her to be my "other mother", but that does not mean she took my Mama's place. There is not one person who could do that.
So with all that said, let me say this... I LOVE YOU MAMA! I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL! Please accept my apology because I did not mean to insinuate anything bad about you or the way you raised me. I am so sorry if I hurt your feelings or made you feel bad, that honestly was not my intention. I LOVE YOU AND I WILL CALL YOU TOMORROW (Friday).
AND I will be back real soon to post again! Have a great night!
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